Just some bullshit.....

So here is a typical day in New York. I get up, read blogs and drink some coffee, get ready, go to work, come home, go to bed and then is just recycles over and over. I have recently decided to begin volunteering at the gay center , which has been getting tons od puclicity due to exposure from the Real World. Which makes me feel like people think I am volunteering because of that but trust me I filled out my volunteer aplication months ago. My point is I want to do something because I feel that I bullshit my life right now. Selling phones isn't bad and the benefits are amazing it's just not my thing. I will say NY has taught me that everyone bullshits. If you don't know just act like you do. I just don't feel the same. I don't want to be that New Yorker. I want to be me. So no more bullshitting, it's time to find a job I want.